My New Haircut (2024)

My new haircut. I think, this is actually not good but I want to shorten my hair. This could be better if I cut it correctly, maybe. My hair is also a bit wavy. So, this is how it happens. If you look at it from another angle, my hair is not good.

Taken on Saturday, 11 May, 2024 at 22:39 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Taken on Saturday, 11 May, 2024 at 22:58 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Taken on Saturday, 11 May, 2024 at 22:34 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Taken on Saturday, 11 May, 2024 at 22:07 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

I will cut my hair again next year, I hope it's not worse than this year's. If you have a good face, maybe any haircut or style can suit you, but not me. Hopefully I can be like those who have good faces one day.

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram account on Saturday, 11 May, 2024.

I Need Money to Take Care of Myself

Self-care actually requires quite a bit of money. I need money to take care of myself and for now, because I don't have a job yet, the money comes from my mother. That's enough for basic care, I also don't want to ask for more for quite a lot of reasons.

Taken on Friday, 3 May, 2024 at 10:29 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

When I remember that my physical appearance is not very good, I often feel down, especially because I have scoliosis and I also have an overbite. What needs to be cured first is my scoliosis and later my overbite.

I want to beautify my hair and it's expensive. I want to have straight hair with straight bangs like Sayoko Yamaguchi (山口小夜子), if you've seen my post about her. Ah, I hope one day my hair will be as beautiful as that, The main thing is that my hair is healthy.

Hopefully later I will have lots of money so I can cure my scoliosis and my overbite. I will also beautify my hair as I said before. This process may not be fast, I will be patient. The people who truly love me will be happy if I'm happy, that's for sure. 

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram account on Saturday, 4 May, 2024.

Volcanic Ash on The Leaves of One of The Plants

Volcanic ash on the leaves of one of the plants in my grandmother's house. This is the result of the eruption of Ruang Volcano which is located in the Sangihe Islands, although I live in Manado City which is more than 100 kilometers (62 miles) from this volcano. 

Taken on Wednesday, 1 May, 2024 at 10:15 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Taken on Wednesday, 1 May, 2024 at 10:18 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Luckily I don't live near a volcano...actually I live near a volcano but it's an extinct volcano, it's Mount Klabat and it is the highest mountain in North Sulawesi Province, about 1,995 meters or more than 6,500 feet. It would be more exciting if it erupted again. 

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram account on Wednesday, 1 May, 2024.

I Am A Very Calm Person

As the result of what my social environment did to me, especially my family, I become a very calm person even under a lot of pressure. It also means that I avoid conflict if I can. You know that if you try to understand me, if you are my friend, as I try to understand you.

Taken on Wednesday, 10 April, 2024 at 09:16 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Many people don't understand me and they can easily attack my personality subjectively. Some minor differences are exaggerated and of I'm tired of correcting many misunderstandings that have occurred. If there are controversies about me I will let it go as far as I can control it.

Changing myself is not easy, especially if I want to change the world. It's better to make small changes that work than big changes that don't work. I don't like forcing myself or other people, everyone will definitely change. We are always in a transition, either worse or better.

I enjoy the process by process that got me to where I am today, even until later. I am always grateful to myself and nature for this. That includes the bad things that happened to me. Forgive me if you think I was wrong, what is unforgivable in this world? Nothing.

The photo in this article was first published on my Facebook account on Saturday, 13 April, 2024.

Do I Care About Politics?

You care or don't care about politics, it still influences your life. Back to each individual, but my advice is that you need to learn about politics, you need to have political knowledge so that you won't be fooled later especially by those politicians.

I care about politics but I don't really show it. Although mainly because I avoid conflict, especially with my friends, I also don't want to be 'wrongly' affiliated with a particular ideology or political movement.

With this there will be people who will call me a coward and I have no problem with that. If on an international scale, it is better to buy time for some conflicts than to start a third world war.