Tuition Fee for My Second Semester in Indonesia Open University

Last week, on Tuesday, 9 January, 2024 my mother and I have paid the tuition fee for my second semester in Indonesia Open University, it costs IDR 1,509,533. The tuition fee for my first semester was IDR 1,528,513 and paid on 7 July, 2023. Now I'm waiting for my semester book package to come (all students get it every semester according to the number of courses, one book for one course).

As in the first semester, my mother and I paid my tuition fee at BNI bank. It is one of several services that could be used to pay my tuition. My mother likes to pay the tuition at the bank because she can get a payment receipt and yeah I think it's good. Payment via the internet or paying at minimarkets is risky, the internet infrastructure in Indonesia is still not completely good.

Taken on Tuesday, 9 January, 2024 at 13:29 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

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I've Been Feeling Empty Lately

I've been feeling empty lately, I can't explain it now. This relates to my relationship with 2 of my friends, one is my best friend and the other is also my best friend but apparently I misclassified her.

This photo was taken on Saturday, 16 December, 2023 at 00:37 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

Guys, if you want to chat with me, please, feel free to send me a message. I've been feeling lonely lately, I need someone who wants to chat with me. Don't be shy with me, okay.

We deserve friends who want to listen to us, me, you, all of us. It is very unpleasant if we don't have any friends who want to listen to us. I have felt that and it makes me sad.

The photo in this article was first published on my Instagram on Saturday, 16 December, 2023.

Have You Ever Tried Making Eggs Like This?

I'm bored with omelettes and sunny side up eggs so I made this. Is this a scrambled egg? I cracked the egg on a hot frying pan then I stirred it there. 

This photo was taken on Monday, 4 December, 2023 at 05:50 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

This photo was taken on Monday, 4 December, 2023 at 05:53 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.

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Maybe I Won't be Able to Survive in This Crazy Family

Maybe I won't be able to survive in this crazy family for long. I could be as crazy as them later, fuck. Almost every day there is a commotion, starting from very simple things. There are harsh words every day. Expecting this family to be good is impossible.

Hating is a must, everyone hates each other. Whether I hate them or not hate them I will still get sick because of them. In fact, I'm actually a little sick now because of them. I must leave this family, I must. Fuck you all in this house, really, I don't care with you all.

This photo was taken on Wednesday, 29 November, 2023 at 23;00 with Samsung Galaxy A10s in my mother's room.

I haven't left them because I'm still waiting, waiting for the worst time so I can leave. In the past I was just waiting for a time when this family could be better but it turned out to be impossible. Everyone in this house is full of grudges, grudges with life, except me.

There are many more. By writing this, it calms me down. I have to write this evilly, yes evilly, that's how my mother told me that I am 'evil' by writing bad things about this family but everything I have written is true including this. I only did this to my family, I wouldn't do this to anyone other than my family, really.

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I Smile When I Shouldn't Smile

You know that I rarely post photos when I'm smiling so these are some of my photos when I'm smiling. Actually, I'm currently under pressure and smiling doesn't seem like a good idea for me now. I told to myself that I will get out from that pressure someday, I'm waiting for that time.

This photo was taken on Monday, 13 November, 2023 at 08:00 with Asus laptop (my sister's laptop).

This photo was taken on Monday, 13 November, 2023 at 08:00 with Asus laptop (my sister's laptop).

This photo was taken on Monday, 13 November, 2023 at 08:00 with Asus laptop (my sister's laptop).

This photo was taken on Monday, 13 November, 2023 at 08:00 with Asus laptop (my sister's laptop).

We are always becoming, we never become this or that, we are always becoming something, me too. Never stop, always progressing. My friends and best friends, let's progress together.

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram on Monday, 13 November, 2023.