My New Haircut (2025)

Argh, my hair is so ugly, my appearance is really bad. I cut my hair today, I asked my sister to cut it and the result was really bad. I just wanted to shorten my hair actually but then it was too short, fuck. I'm not mad at her, at least she tried. I'm so so down because of this.

Taken on Wednesday, 29 January, 2025 at 23:35 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

 

I will probably just stay home until my hair grows back, hopefully before the end of the year like that. Now I want my hair to grow back. I shouldn't have cut my hair if I knew it would be like this. Really, I don't like this and I can't do anything about it.

Please don't laugh, I beg you. I will be very hurt if you laugh, this is not funny. Only I care about my appearance in my family, only I strengthen myself when I'm down because of my ugly appearance. I hope I have more money later to fix my ugly appearance, especially my hair.

If I had money I would definitely go to the hairdresser to have my hair done. Argh, this is not good. If I took this photo from another angle, my appearance would be even worse. I don't know what I should say to people if they see my hair directly. I hope my hair grows quickly.

The photo in this article was first published on my Instagram account on Wednesday, 29 January, 2025.

Most of the Indonesian Communists I Met Were Very Unkind to Me

Most of the Indonesian communists I met were very unkind to me, unlike the communists I met outside Indonesia, especially in America and Europe. Oh Goddess, I hate most of them. I don't know what I did to them, they were very unkind and I didn't deserve it, fuck with them.

I Want to Donate to the World Food Programme When I Have a Credit Card Later

I want to donate to the World Food Programme when I have a credit card later. There are approximately more than 750 million people today who go to bed on an empty stomach and that should not happen.

By starting a monthly gift, I can change a life forever. Often, one meal at the right time can be enough to make a difference between life and death. Just one dollar makes a big difference. I will make it later. 

Final Semester Exam of My Third Semester in Indonesia Open University

Hey, I forgot to post about my final semester exam of my third semester in Indonesia Open University. As usual, the exam consisted of three days. This exam was a bit boring so that's why I didn't post this earlier.

The first day was held in SMA Negeri 9 Manado and the second and third days were held in branch office of Indonesia Open University of Manado. Nothing good to say except their AC was too cold in the office, yeah.

Taken on Monday, 30 December, 2024 at 14:48 and 15:14 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

I have finished my third semester. Now I just have to wait for the announcement of the grades. Hopefully the GPA will be the same or higher than my second semester GPA, 3.88. I didn't make a target for this third semester like I did for first and second semesters.

I've taken some selfies in the second and third days, you can see them in the two articles before this one.

The photo in this article was first published on my Instagram account on Thursday, 16 January, 2025.

My First Photo in 2025!

Hewwo, this is my first photo in 2025! Do I look good in general? If so, thank you, it's hard for me to maintain a my good appearance according to me. I hope you are all in a good shape my friends. It's a pleasure to me that I'm still alive today (and I should be).

Taken on Saturday, 4 January, 2025 at 13:06 with Samsung Galaxy A05s, edited on Vaporgram app with "GGlitch".

It's annoying to see my last photo post on Instagram before this one, the photo is not positioned correctly, ahahaha. It's not aesthetic. I wanted to delete it but I couldn't because it was my last post on Instagram in 2024 (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ

There are many things I want to make on the internet but I haven't done them until now because I'm too worried about what people will think. Ah, hopefully this time it will work, especially making videos (don't you think I make porn, no, I'm very incapable of doing that).

 

The photo in this article was first published on my Instagram account on Sunday, 5 January, 2025.