My Last Article in 2024

This is my last post in 2024 and the only photos of myself I posted in December 2024. November and December 2024 really suffocated me, but I still survived until now. Disappointment and stress is what I got the most during these two months, that's how it is.

Taken on Monday, 30 December, 2024 at 15:11 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

Taken on Monday, 30 December, 2024 at 15:11 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

Taken on Monday, 30 December, 2024 at 15:08 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

Taken on Monday, 30 December, 2024 at 17:18 with Samsung Galaxy A05s.

I don't have high hopes for 2025, we'll see how it goes. The world is getting better and worse at the same time. Hopefully the good developments will always be like that and the bad will end and become good. We must be prepared for the worst but hope for the best. 

Goodbye 2024 and welcome 2025!

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram account on Tuesday, 31 December, 2024.

Sometimes Scrolling is Bad

Sometimes scrolling makes me not realize that I've been lying in bed for hours, I don't like it when I already realize it. Today it happened again, I've been lying in bed for three hours because of scrolling. I think you can understand if you are a productive person who values ​​time highly. But I think each individual's behavioral pattern may differ in dealing with this.

 

However, for myself, I think it's better than if I play games even though it might be more fun to play games because there's definitely new information that I get when I scroll, especially the content on my feed is good in my opinion, especially on Instagram. My first account is mostly about politics while my second account is mostly about nostalgia.

 

So my problem is just how to manage my time so that I don't overdo things. So my problem is just how to manage my time so that I don't overdo something. Something that is excessive is certainly not good, yeah? This may seem small but it has a big impact. It could carry over to my job if I have a job later.

This is a Very Unconventional Way to Uninstall a Programme Right?

Like this, I ever installed an application and somehow I didn't know how to uninstall it so I just deleted all of its files from program files folder, included its uninstall file. Little did I know that the cache of it still appear in the settings.

When I wanted to uninstall it Windows told me that Windows cannot find uninstall.exe. After looking for the solution online, I did a very unconventional way to delete it, I deleted the program key from Windows Registry. After that, I can delete the cache of that application.

I'm actually scared of what I've done but I'm pretty sure that I only deleted one folder from the registry, the folder titled the name of the application developer. It is one of the most important parts of Microsoft Windows operating system. Hopefully there won't be any problems with my sister's laptop.

I Hope My Indonesian Friends Who Don't Like Prabowo Understand This

I hope my Indonesian friends who don't like Prabowo understand that my intention in congratulating Prabowo on his inauguration as President of the Republic of Indonesia is not because I like him. That is a form of my concern for this republic.

Don't think that I don't know or pretend not to know what he did in the past, human rights violations. I'm trying to be objective you know. He is the president of the republic now and he was able to get this position after winning a democratic presidential election.

My congratulations on his inauguration does not mean I am a nationalist, really. If I were a citizen of another country I would do the same thing too and now I am still a citizen of the Republic of Indonesia (you know what I mean). I care about the country I'm in.

I Live for Myself and for Other People

As we know that no human is perfect, I am not perfect either, and it's not just for one or two aspects, but many aspects. In other words, all humans have their own flaws, and it's normal. I, as whatever I describe myself, whether an artist or an activist, am not perfect.

We live for ourselves and also for other people, whether directly or indirectly, and this cannot be denied. I do many things for myself and for other people, of course for the common good. Whatever people want to say, whether they want to praise or criticize, I am a good person.

Taken on Friday, 11 October, 2024 at 13:45 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Sam Ratulangi University, Manado, Indonesia.

Taken on Friday, 11 October, 2024 at 14:03 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Sam Ratulangi University, Manado, Indonesia.

Taken on Friday, 11 October, 2024 at 14:07 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Sam Ratulangi University, Manado, Indonesia.

Taken on Friday, 11 October, 2024 at 14:07 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Sam Ratulangi University, Manado, Indonesia.

Taken on Friday, 11 October, 2024 at 14:07 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Sam Ratulangi University, Manado, Indonesia.

I don't really know what made me this way, to be a good person. I think that I have a very high potential to become bad because of the pressures in my life so far, especially from my family, particularly my mother. I may have chosen to be good without realizing it.

It may be difficult to not include morality in looking at anything, but as we learn more, we will better understand what is truly good or bad. It is innate to humans to be able to distinguish between good and bad, at least for simple things, then it's learned. Always learn.

 

The photos in this article were first published on my Instagram account on Saturday, 19 October, 2024.